I started this blog as a form of escape years ago, and such flaw still upholds to today. Yet improvements have been made to balance out the missing pieces. Since the beginning of my writings, I constantly pushed myself to rise to the challenge of self acceptance. And for a while I upheld the stable belief that I’ve made it to a healthy threshold of confidence, though it’s unfortunate to have found myself defeated again at ground zero.
So with that in mind, I played escape again. Only this time, I played field on the opposite side. The purpose of La Petite Garçonne was to serve an outlet for sharing and inspiration, that grew on the basis of self-awareness, confidence, feminism and artistic exploration.
After constant battles with myself and (thank goodness), reached the inevitable end, I am now past the thing of the past. Or maybe not. Perhaps I’ve come to the healthier conclusion that my confidence was not a static being and as I constantly change, there was always catching up to do. Though not wanting to sound like an old record player, but repetition is obviously very much required for my stubborn mind, I have to constantly remind myself to compete with no one else but myself and myself alone.
So now I’m back and this is coincidentally my 100th post.